30 years ago I was in the same situation of longing for a place I was not living in, and this situation lasted for about ten years until I realized this dream of finally moving to that place.
But unlike 30 years ago I've been successful to live here and now most of the time, thanks to the teachings and practice of Chabad Chassidus and some non-Jewish nondual masters. This time I'm also standing on the shoulders, as it were, of this previous experience of mine instead of facing this challenge for the first time.
At least in terms of the information about what's happening in the place I've been thinking of moving to, I spend more time there in my mind than in the place where I decided to move to at the end of September 2023 and undertake two important missions - one public, and the other personal - I can't accomplish anywhere else.
Again, unlike 30 years ago I'm fully aware that it's not so healthy to live like this, mentally split between two places. So I've started looking for a way or ways of reconciling the two, that is, continuing to think of possible relocation to that place of my dream and fully living here and now. I haven't found any so far, and this occasional, if not constant, daydreaming remains the single most important factor that prevents me from living here and now.